Where r u white rabbit?

Anxiety is rushing up.
I can’t wait any more.
Where are you white rabbit?
Have you forget about me?
I’m ready to take the red pill.
The glass with water is waiting.
My shaking hand is betraying me.

Anxiety is climbing up.
I can’t wait any longer.
Where are you white rabbit?
Have you forget about me?
I’m Alice. I’m ready to cross over the mirror.
The wind calls me in.
My nervous feet are backing down.

Anxiety is rising up.
I can’t wait any minute.
Where are you white rabbit?
Have you forget about me?
I’m ready to follow you through.
The unknown doesn’t scare me off.
My whole body is having second thoughts.

Where are you white rabbit?
Have you forget about me?
You’re never late.
You’re always running with time.
Have you lost your pocket clock?
I’m waiting here for you…
Be a gentleman and come for me.
Where are you white rabbit?
My anxiety is unbearable.
My shakings hands are betraying me.
My feet are backing up.
My whole body doubts.
Where is my sweet little white rabbit?
You want me call out your name?
White rabbit, where are you?
It’s Alice. I’m waiting for you.

5.08.09